Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Acting/Lunch Today

I saw you in the library today. I've been trying to just look forward, to keep my head down in hopes that I won't catch any view of you. I ducked, you saw me and left. It's funny how Taylor tried to duck, too, with her giant kitty ears, as though she might expect me to punch her or something. But I wouldn't. I more or less just wondered why she felt it necessary, if what I felt was true isn't. Doesn't matter so much.
I was civil enough with you in acting today, although my friends are -possibly- the only thing allowing me to keep my head. I'm thinking of asking you to call me by my full name, although I don't believe it'll foster anything but animosity between us. I just feel like you haven't earned the right to speak to me so casually any longer, like some weird Japanese traditions have rubbed off on me. To that end, I've changed my answering machine and hope to redye my hair soon, refreshed and rid of the boy who'd like to be rid of me.
I can't care.
Bye for now.

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