night-time

I WISH YOU'D JUST TAKE IT ALL BACK!!! I WISH YOU'D WANT TO AND I WISH THAT WOULD BE ENOUGH FOR THE BOTH OF US BUT IT CAN'T BE!!!!!

---later---
I feel like I'm using this insanely much, but I just have so many emotions to get out! I just don't know what I did to make you hate me. Did you bottle malice for so long that now you can't bear my very presence?! I'm going to choke on this feeling.